goodbye cruel world

is this some bad cosmic joke
does God think this is funny
qana again, is this possible, another qana massacre
i still vividly remember the first one so well
it was on my birthday, i was having a haircut at mike's
when the pictures started on tv
is life as a lebanese one recurring bad dream
is there nothing else for lebanon

what makes it worse is being away
the media here, mind numbing,
constant brainwashing has managed to de humanize huge chunks of humanity in the middle east,
no one genuinely cares, about the loss of life

fox news is going to be the end of me
it is like torture, but i cant stop watching it
the news presenters are so pretty on fox
maybe they should change its name to wolf

to make things even worse there are rumblings in the lebanese blogosphere
scary rumblings from a distant past..
about tony the mechanic http://anecdotesfromabananarepublic.blogspot.com/2006/07/tony-killer-mechanic-lebanon-against.html
and the druze village forcibly preventing hizbollah from entering it
hopefully just some fear mongering http://blissstreetjournal.blogspot.com/2006/07/siege-of-mari.html
(sorry I dont know how to embed links in a nice way yet)

and why was the UN /escwa building attacked to day?
, anger does not justify senseless destruction
and now it just plays over and over on wolf news
bearded scary looking men ransacking the UN offices

I cant take this shit anymore...